A Beautiful Sunset “awakens” me

Tired tired tired… That was how I felt in the morning. Slept less than 3 hours, killing brain cells by figuring out concepts in Mathematics really put me into a war with the Zzz monster whole day.

 

With the addition of an unconstructive project meeting the previous night made the whole day worse. I could have gone back home immediately after my lecture at 2pm, but because of that, I have to make it for another meeting today. In the end, of the 5, only 2 turned up for the meeting. OH MY Goodiness! WHY never inform me until so LAST Min?

After the meeting, which was about 6.30pm, I was so lazy to go back home, especially if I want to go back home using the same route. I will have to walk a long way to the bus stop and change 2 buses before getting to mrt.(Still a long distance from home) Perhaps I was too shagged, or probably most of my brain cells are dead, I decided to take on an alternative route without thinking: bus 143 from the nearest bus stop to Jurong East MRT.

The journey on bus 143 changed my mood, although it took me 45 minutes to reach the MRT station. The scenary was so nice!! Especially the EGG YOKE!! I wanted to take pictures of it to share with others but the bus just didn’t stop, and half of the ‘yoke’ were covered by the trees. Something like trying to burst the yoke and let the juicy juicy watery yoke flowing out lar. Seriously speaking, the sunset is really an amazing sight. It beautifies all the things surround it, especially the clouds.

Looking at such a beautiful sunset and the scenary on the journey really woke me up. How I wish someone would catch the sunrise or sunset with me.

Saddest drama scene ever

Today was such a weird day. I kept thinking about one of the saddest drama scene that I have ever watched. I actually went online to search for it, and I found it at tudou.com.

The scene is about an ex-fireman committed suicide, and the subsequent scenes will be reflecting about what actually leads him to no way out but to die.

His name is Sito. He grew up alongside with 2 buddies, and he was often being compared with them. The other 2 buddies always helped him to resolve his problems, and Sito was seen as a person who was fickle-minded, lacked of determination and overly-dependent person. He always felt inferior when being compared with them. Even when they grew up, he followed whatever the other 2 buddies did: becoming a fireman. However, inferiority turned him from an innocent chap to a wannabe successful person. He eventually quitted the fireman job and went into a company which deals with illegal stuff. Due to his ego and wanted to prove that he is capable, he ignored any advices. In the end, he was wanted by both the underground society and the police. In order not to betray his friend, he decided to go into hiding, together with his wife (one of the 2 buddies sister) and his son. But, his wife left with another man, and told Sito that he was just a life buoy when she was pregnant. In other words, the baby son is not his child. He was in despair, and try to call the 2 buddies, intending to look for a listening ear. However, because in a moment of anger, Sito once said that they were no longer friends anymore, the 2 buddies simply did not bother about him. Soon, he committed suicide. After that, his brother-in-law(one of his 2 buddies) realized that Sito was being used by his sister, and he actually blamed himself for wrongly accused him for ruining the life of his sister. After this part of the scene, Sito mentioned their childhood times, and he was wrong to take the wrong path.

This story was so sad that it made me tear whenever I watched it. 5 times already! It is damn sad. Just like what he said, what can a negotiator persuade you not to commit suicide when, 1.your wife left with someone else. 2. the child that you raised is not yours. 3. Wanted by both underground society and police. 4. No job. 5. No friends, because everyone sever ties with you. ? He deserved sympathy.

Back to reality, let us hope that no one will ever faced this. It is so sad lar.

Where’s the 4th girl?

So far, there are only 3 women that have walked into my life: my mum, my sis and my grandma. And, I am still desperately looking the 4th one, the most important one I hope.

Going to be 23 in less than a month time, and I have yet to date before. Whats wrong with me? I am not GAY! Sometimes, I am wondering there is indeed a problem with me.

Having so many crushes, some I felt is just a first impression thing, and after some time they are not who I seek for. The girls that I am interested in either already attached or soon to be attached. Seriously speaking, I felt that my situation is alike to the male lead in the Good Luck Chuck, just that our cases are different. So.. anyone wants me to fall for you?

Where is the love that I am seeking for? Maybe just like what my friend has told me, ” If you don’t think about it, it will come soon; The more you think, the more you can’t find it.”

So, I think I need to think like a monk in the next few years.

Time Flies… & I am outdated?

It has been a long time since I meet up with my JC classmates. Wow!! So many changes that we can see. Some ‘bloated’, some turned Pro, some ‘married’ (I mean my teacher). Well, time really flies.

1st of all, lets talk about my teacher, Mr Goh. Wow, he got married and not many people really know about it (Outdated 1). And his wife is a Japanese. Kawa-i Desh. A master of physics and he is going to USA this coming August to get his PHd. Wow!

Next, Ngiap!! OMG!! I can’t believe that he has turned from a 50-kg to a 60+kg, and you can really see his paunch really forcing his polo tee till it looks tight-fitted for him. Another stunning sight.

Guozhan!! He too, stunned me. And I guessed I am really outdated. Shi Hua and him actually dated for about 6 months. (Outdated 2) The class rep, which is me, is the last one to know. Haha… And theres more. I heard that his results were so fantastic that he is about to hit the 1st class honours mark. Good job Dude!

Lastly, the working adults, mainly the girls. Sabrina and Trang (Claire..) worked in Accounting Firms, Andy worked as a Financial Advisor. All looked different, different from the way they looked in school last time. Seriously.. my class, really looked different this time.

It seems to be that I am so outdated. OMG, I should not skip class outing/gathering next time.

A channel to frustrate: Maybe it is just a start

Wow.. I am writing a blog? Oh gosh! I cannot believe it myself.

Seriously, maybe i need a channel to frustrate my thoughts. Or maybe, a channel to relieve my stress. I just had my mid term test today, and it was so sick!! Where are the integrity? People are just copying and copying. CHEATS!

 

So, right now, are we really acquiring knowledge in Uni, or are we just trying to obtain a degree and disregard conscience and forgo our integrity? What the heck the educational system has become? This is not the 1st time. I am so sad, and I am gonna received a C for that module. To think I am so hardworking in writing my helpsheet over the night. It has gone to waste…. when we really think that results are more than understanding.

Never mind….. Argh!!! I need to stop whining! Cut the whining!

Tomorrow another paper…

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