We are Up to No Good Part 2
June 29, 2008
Day 3
Seriously speaking, joining SOA acting as a ghost is also one of the regrets I had. The rest of the people they went to have fun, ran around Singapore to compete the mini-amazing race. Looked so fun from the pictures took from my camera. And, I can’t join them because of the acting. The whole day was quite disastrous for me. Acting – Not frightening enough. Partners – I felt I let down Jasmine and Joyce. Jasmine for giving her so much trouble because of so many unforeseen incidents I had and Joyce for kept calling her for SOS. Myself – For so carelessly injured myself which almost led to blindness, and had to rest during the Sentosa day. That day was made worse when some of the freshies made us felt as if we were creating trouble on them. They showed us attitude. So freaking pissed. But still, I believed that most of the freshies enjoyed that very day, and I am quite relieved about it.
Day 4
I wasn’t involved in Sentosa. I was alone, after Alan sent me down to school to visit the doctor at YIH. Consulted the doctor, and he advised me to rest, because the injury was on the cornea and very closed to the iris. I slept in the clubroom until about 5pm. Thinking of what the people might be doing at Sentosa, anxiously waiting to see their SPs, whether they looked pretty or ugly. The excitement is there, so .. excited (limited vocabulary). The SCAMP Comm people, Stephanie and one of the freshies came back to pack some stuff. Suddenly, I heard, ” Are you Wei Ming? You are my SP!” I was totally stunned. SCAMP Comm people are so good, brought my SP back to accompany me when they knew I can’t be there at Sentosa. But, this isn’t true. It was just a coincidence that she forgot to bring some important stuff and had no choice but to come back. In the end, I changed to my clubbing attire (Specifically brought it for this event) and took the picture with her. I think this is the least I can do for her. Hopefully she can be relieved that she actually took a picture with her SP in smart and “decent” attire. When they left, loneliness sets in again until about midnight 2am. I heard alot of stories. One example would be Siok Hua getting high, in contrast to her silent character before that, and she danced crazily! Also, Yong Shen was stripped by a girl. And, Hui Min was drunk and was talking rubbish all night. Oh.. I missed the fun.
Day 5 (Finale)
Last day, and finally, maybe only me, saw the freshies were happy. They all looked glum over the last few days, and feedbacked quite negatively about the camp initially. At least the final day brightens the whole SCAMP up, hopefully. I exchanged the Angel Clay with my SP. Disappointment sets in again. My Angel Clay – hands broken, wings broken, all broken into pieces. Wanted to fix it back, but they were so dry. I had no choice but to apologize to my SP. Everything seems to be against me. Prizes were given out, and I was stunned. I was called upon to dance with Iris again, and we won best dance partners. Oh gosh! Is “clown” or “comedian” gonna stick on me for the rest of my life? Of course I love to make people laugh, but also not to create a clown image. Laughed at me dancing is as if I was indeed a clown. I would rather someone laughs at my jokes than how I danced. But since they smiled, how would I say no to them? Anyway, the prize is nice, and it suits me. A pair of shades to protect my eyes. And yes, Pirates swept the awards, top 2 prizes in OG rankings and of course best clan. Yes, Alvan can finally stop saying that whatever houses or OG he is, the houses or OG always win. Yeah!!!
Though having so many regrets and disappointments, FUN still overhauled the whole camp. I love it! Lots of fun even though I missed the Sentosa.
Missed SCAMP!
DAVY JONES Rocks!
PIRATES Rocks!
SCAMPERS Rocks!
We are Up to No Good part 1
June 29, 2008
SCAMP!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yeah! Finally, I dun feel like posting political stuff. I just wanted to cover the SCAMP days that I missed.
Day 0
All I want to say on that day is… Give me back my Pocky! Wow.. I did not realize that she is a real pirate. Xinyi, stop stealing my pocky! Anyway, that day, I can said there is more politics than fun involved, so shall skip that day. Yoz…
Day 1
The act began. I was supposed to act as a freshie. And, I borrowed a pair of nerdy spectacles from Fiona. Before I joined the camp, I went to the toilet to do up my hair – the early 1990’s bookworm “super-side parting” hairstyle. Too bad I did not take the picture. *Regrets regrets*. And it lasted only for an hour. I joined my OG, and I continued to act as an anti-social nerd, waiting for people to approach me and talk to me. Wah Kao, to my surprised, none talked to me. What is wrong? When we played games on the field, and when it came to guy-girl pairing, no girl seemed willing to be my partner, even though there are more girls than guys. SUPER SAD!!!! My horrible day was further worsen by my sinus problem. Seriously, super demoralized, had a feeling of revealing my identity. The feeling of withholding myself, keeping the secrets within, and acting nerdy are killing me. And, only when later at night, finally, I can talked normally, because both parties, my SP and I, were blindfolded. The feeling was not bad. But the starting was so shocking. When I sat down, she told me, ” Hello, my name is Shu Hui.” Oh my god, you shouldn’t have say your name. I am not someone who liked to cheat people, and when you revealed your name, I told myself its my obligation to tell you mine also. But I did not realize when I revealed to you my name, you will know who I am. Another regret.
Day 2
I knew I can’t act anymore. I don’t care whether they would suspect of my identity or not. I just don’t care, since my identity will be revealed in 12 hours time. Amazing race in school, and I just chiong and chiong and chiong. I led the team to run from places to places, looked like senior more than freshie. But, they did not notice at all, and I discovered that my acting on the 1st day was so good that I became low profile and no one even wants to know my whereabouts. What!?? Does this sound good or bad? Seriously, people are really superficial about looks. You wouldn’t want to be a nerdy person if you were in my acting role. By the way, that very day, really made me high profile. Reason — I was called upon by Alvan to dance in front of the whole crowd. Everyone were laughing like mad at me, and I don’t even know how comical I am. This is the way I normally dance if people knows me well, and I don’t know why the response from the crowd was so big. Then, another stunning scam produced by Alan. Everyone was fooled, and I initially was fooled also. He scolded Wei Na until nobody business, and Veronica and Joyce acting skills made the whole show looked flawless. What can I say? Alan, go be a director! Finally, at last, revealing my identity of being SCMC, and when my OG realized it, they were so shocked. They even accused me of cheating on them. However, they were not angry at all, and we chatted alot like we all really cliqued. Such a big difference compared from the 1st day. Again, people are superficial. Soon after that, we are taught to make Angel Clay for our SP. That is so nice. But, I super CMI in art, and I kept requesting for SOS. In the end, my Angel Clay was the worse amongst all, and I was quite disappointed because I felt it would be a letdown if my SP received it. Super sad.
to be continued……
Hurts
June 29, 2008
I’m hurt, really hurt.
Am I really not trustworthy enough? Okay, if that is really other people perspections, so be it. I don’t wish to care, just that I felt I am not worthy enough for a friend. Everytime, I have to guess it myself instead of people telling me truth that seems no longer a secret. I am really tired getting out of all this. Leave me alone. I don’t want to get involved in so many things anymore. I don’t want to care anymore. Shut up.
Eye still hurts abit. And I am still having some hangover during the camp. SCAMP highlights — soon.
Coming 99
June 21, 2008
I realised I did keep myself anonymous, meaning also I did not disclose any personal photos of myself, or even names, I did not really mention many of them.
This is the 93rd post. The 99th post shall be a very nice one.
Looking forward to it!
Whatever you say
June 20, 2008
I don’t understand why people are so petty. Or maybe, and maybe, it is my fault.
I am sick of people giving me remarks that why I did not celebrate their birthdays. But, I can only say, I am sorry. Time isn’t right at some particular situations. If you don’t believe, you can take over me.
Stop accusing me anymore!
Please be more “Responsible”!
June 20, 2008
Why can’t people be more responsible? And, if they were the wrong parties, why must they argue back and not admitting to their fault?
I really did not want to argue, but the state of the clubroom is so shit-ty, both inside and outside. Paint containers, crumpled newspapers, and also pills of water filled with dirty brushes. What was that? Telling me that you don’t know whether there will be people using them later? At 9-10pm? Is it a joke? Come on, can you find a better excuse? I really have nothing to say after you gave me that excuse.
What I can say is the picture shows nothing. But indeed, it was really very terrible, the condition.
Please be more considerate.
Stay the same
June 19, 2008
My friends, I do not know whether you have really changed.
Some of you are becoming aggressive, impulsive. Some, getting more emotional and irrational. And some, getting more individualistic, getting out of hand sometimes.
Like what I have said, almost all are negative. What had happened? Stressed? Withstood to your emotions previously? Or plainly you want to attract attention? I don’t know. Please go back to who you are, and if can stay the same.
Stay the same, don’t change.
Chorus
Dont you ever wish you were someone else,
You were meant to be the way you are exactly.
Dont you ever say you dont like the way you are.
When you learn to love yourself, youre better off by far.
And I hope you always stay the same,
Cuz theres nothin bout you I would change.
Verse
I think that you could be whatever you wanted to be
If you could realize, all the dreams you have inside.
Dont be afraid if youve got something to say,
Just open up your heart and let it show you the way.
Chorus
Bridge
Believe in yourself.
Reach down inside.
The love you find will set you free.
Believe in yourself, you will come alive.
Have faith in what you do.
Youll make it through.
Chorus
Random Post 3
June 17, 2008
I have changed my television, upgraded to 32 Inches LCD, but I am not that excited. Maybe I did not watch TV shows that often now.
Anyway, I am so tired now. Dream dream dream. Zzzz
