Blame on me

Blame culture – that is what we usually adopt, when we felt our events were disappointing even though efforts were put in, “SOUL-LY”!

But, does it help in turning back time, and make it a better success? It does help in giving some people a direction to think and to self-reflect, but ultimately, what has happen, happened. Sometimes, some people, they just can only be friends. Colleagues will only ruin friendship. For some, they can neither be both.

So, finally, is friendship more important than partnership? And, should we blame ourselves for judging people based on their work? What and how should we judge?

P:S Blame to relieve, not to develop hatred.

Run Run Run

I ran for an hour just now, not very short, neither is it long. Its all because I need to run, to clear my thoughts and keep myself fit. In the process of running, a simple incident gave me an insight of the word “run”, the more implicit “run” I mean.

In the midst of my run, my mp4 player played the song “人质”, and this song is such a slow song that I found myself unconsciously slowing down. I tried to run according to my usual pace, but the beat and the tempo of the song just ruled me over, and I was forced to switch to another song(even though I like this song) before I went out of mood to run. I realised….
To run a committee is not easy, and we are talking about 1 year, not an hour. We have to treat it seriously, not even distractions can stop us from doing what we are supposed to do. Even you know you can’t handle the distraction, you should step away from it, despite how good the thing is. If you are not interested, and only have the mentality of “dun mind running”, beware! There are many distractions everywhere, mostly unforeseen, and the “dun mind” mentality will jolly switched to “dun mind if….”.

Run if you are DAMN SURE you CAN COMMIT. Don’t be affected by others, and trust your heart!

When everyone think

Its Over??

Not yet! This is a serious wrong perspection that most of us are assuming it to be, so am I. What do we think about now? BGR, studies, or even the 5th of September? Well, I think its too early to say anything, when there are so many accounts, outstanding issues, and of course, unfinished events.

People are MIA-ing, uncontactable, and made me feel like doing it the same. If you can’t do it, ask for help. If you are free to help, assist others. Just imagine, if all of us have the excuse of personal problems to settle, and yes, remember the person who MIA for 4 months! Not a joke. Doom – Its the word that will describe the consequences.

This is not a matter of thinking too much, but rather, have some thought for everyone.

Is it

Normal to have difficulty in expressing myself sometimes?
and… lost my sense of humour when crucial time comes?

My true self? A dull person and not what others perceived as jovial and funny?

Paranoid? Confused? Uneasy?

Should not think too much! SMILES

2 hearts Vs 2 brains

Lost? Wishy-washy?
Are that what I am feeling? Yes, maybe or maybe not. Well, I am pretty lost now. It seems that I have 2 hearts and 2 brains, telling me 4 different answers. So lost, so confused.

What exactly do I want? What are you trying to do then?

Today is not friday the 13th

A bad day, maybe almost a bad day.
1st, overslept, and I was late for my tuition. Then, my handphone low batt, and have to charge at my student’s house.
2nd, downpouring the whole day. Almost fell down while walking. And also, I did not go and visit my grandma as well.
3rd, I almost overslept in bus on the ride home. Thankfully, I woke up just in time. But, I felt I was having a hangover. Headache headache..(But I did not drink yesterday!)

Ultimately, what went wrong? I have no idea. Din I compensate my sleep a few days ago? Still so sleepy. Oh gosh!

Two persons

作词:姚若龙 /作曲:殷文琦

你说你要存钱带我环游全世界
我叹口气问那还得再等几年
你亲亲我我推开你说著讨厌
手却乖乖在你手里面
你说别的女孩你都不敢看一眼
我问你是不是怪我管你好严
你拉拉我我背对你假装冬天
又不小心笑成了春天

两个人的世界像个玻璃小宇宙
管它外面刮风下雨爱里有晴空
不看不听不问不管周围的种种
我只看见我在你眼中

你说别的女孩你都不敢看一眼
我问你是不是怪我管你好严
你拉拉我我背对你假装冬天
又不小心笑成了春天
两个人的世界像个玻璃小宇宙
管它外面刮风下雨爱里有晴空
不看不听不问不管周围的种种
我只看见我在你眼中

两个人的世界像个玻璃小宇宙
管它外面刮风下雨爱里有晴空
不看不听不问不管周围的种种
我只看见我在你眼中
不看不听不问不管周围的种种
我只看见我在你眼中
                                                                                                
Sweet sweet song

23 green green

I am doing what I wanted to do: To understand better.
But, is this the right choice? I duno.
What should I do instead? No idea.

At least… I obtained the chance.
Breathless, speechless, … nervous..

Whatever it is, come what may!

Give me time to blog

My frequency of blogging is getting lesser, reason being: I do not have time.

I do have lots of things to share, to say, and to complain as well. But rather, I would prefer to have the positive things to be appeared more in my blog. I don’t want to be an emo person, though I WAS recently. I can sense that. I don’t crap alot, don’t really joke recently. I felt that my friends are tired, and so am I. Still, it is not a valid reason for show casing my emoness to everybody.

I need time, to recover from the irregular sleeping time, and sometimes irregular meals. I need time to spend with my friends that I neglected over the past few months. I need time to catch up the syllabus that I missed out. I need time to BLOG?

Stepping down soon, and hopefully that would help me in recovering back my time. But would I miss it? I don’t know. And seriously speaking, re-running is a definite NO to me. All I hope is 29th to be strong enough such that we, the 28th need not come down frequently into the picture to help.

开心-ing…………

I-Week == Important Week

Here comes the important week of the semester. 3 events for me, and many many more under Science Club, on the same particular week.

Everyone is busy, so am I. Everyone lack of sleep, so am I. Everyone is fighting to get past this week, so am I. Every day less than 2-3 hours of sleep, and still have to attend lectures, but still have to go on.

Yawning, whining, lazing around, all cut it out. One more week!