I just realised

I have 5 tutorials this week, 1 graded assignment to hand in, 2 tests on its way, and 1 more module in real danger.

So, back to reality again. What have I done during mid-sem break? Well, theres one word best describes it. STONED!

Right now, I have completed 3 tutorials and the assignment.

What I have not done? 2 tutorials, revising all the 5 modules, especially MA4251. I am dead for that module. And helpsheet for the tests. Wah!!!

Any ideas to keep me from stoning anymore?

I WILL SURVIVE!

Enough excuses!!!

Simply rotting at home youtubing and lazing around, lying  on the bed slacking the whole day. What the hell am I doing? To put across in general, I have lost the mood in studying.

Today was totally a flop in studying. Wanted to go for a swim, then lightning strikes. Wanted to do homework, then I fell asleep. Later I want to go for a late run, duno what will happen next.

Right now, trying my very best studying. But doubt will succeed. Taking at a look on the questions that I can’t do, lost the mood completely. I need some motivation!

Tomorrow going to school to mug. Hopefully it will be a constructive day!

Malaysia trip

It has been almost a month! Omg… I am lagging. Might not recall some of the events. =p
Here are some of the pictures taken from the 2D1N Malaysia Trip!

Firecrackers are damn fun to play. Just that my ears really can’t stand the noise. By the way, we are playing the firecrackers and the fireworks just outside Alan’s house, and simply no one cares. So fun. As if we are the kings!

Prepare to light the firecrackers

Here it goes

Aftermath of the firecrackers

We played fireworks till about 2am, and went to eat Malaysia Ramy Burger. Similar but tastier, and we nearly slept for 7 hours till 10+ the next day. Then, on the 2nd day, we went to have our breakfast and came across this big stone on the streets. Its so nice! 

An artistic photo!

Nice reflection photo

Don’t be mistaken. The following pictures are not taken from Singapore. It is in Malaysia, near Kulai. Welcome to Sengkang! It is actually a small kampong glam area. We went to inside to visit Weikit’s godparents.

Welcome to Sengkang

Kampong Glam

Weikit's godmother & godbrother

Very cute boy

He is really cute

Finally, we went to Kukut, a place famous for its seafood. We went to the fish farm via ferry.  

Fish farm

Credits: Thanks Alan for organising the events, providing the logistics and his house for lodging, and also some of the nice pictures. Thanks Weikit for the co-organising of programs. Thanks Andy and WeiYang for supporting this event!

Future no future

I went for the MOE interview, and I knew I am quite straightforward. Even though the whole interview process was quite smooth and I did answer to the points, and it seemed politically right, I kept redirecting them into my application of TA. It might give them another view of me. I duno… Well, I dun really care now.

These few days I was thinking, do I really have the cut in teaching? Many people asked me whether teaching is really my choice, and I did ask myself as well. The more this question was put through my mind, the less determined I am in saying YES. Sometimes, it seemed as though its very annoying to keep asking this question, but reality is really I did having second thoughts. Well, and be honest to myself sometimes, my future is still a question.

Lets take a break from this…

Antenna & Internet Connection

What is the story about the antenna and the internet connection? Did I crack this lame joke b4?

Aishi………………… Confused.

Here I recalled a lame joke from Andy. So weird, thinking about it at this moment.
A: Can you tell me a lame joke pls???
B: I am afraid that you heard it b4.
A: Its ok, I just want to listen to your lame joke.
B: Ok. Here it goes. Have you heard before the lame joke about the cat and the rat?
A: Nope. Please tell me. (Anxiously waiting for the joke)
B: Neither did I heard of it.

*Burst into laughter*
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Is she trying to mean it this way?

Whats wrong

If life means nothing to you, think about it again.

Recently, I heard of someone I knew, though not very close, committed suicide by jumping off from a 9th storey building. Reason: No one knew. Some said she can’t take the stress, while some said its because she is still upset of her recent breakup. Does the reason important?

Everything that you do, you are responsible for it, let alone taking your own life. When you are borned, your life is not just yours. Think about the consequences of committing suicide. Your parents, your loved ones, and your friends. Are they ever present in your heart? When you made that decision, did it ever cross your mind how they would feel? Committing suicide is obviously something too selfish for you to do. You never know how sad they are when you parted worlds with them.

Life isn’t that terrible. No matter how unlucky or how unfortunate you are, there are always people out there caring and concerning about you. You are not the most pitiful person on this world.

I duno what I am thinking

I was laughing at myself today, oddly, thinking, why should I let things affect my opinions on others? Shouldn’t I observe, understand and be more objective, rather than listen to all those hearsays? Nonetheless, I was still slightly affected by it.

Oh come on, Aries, stop being so subjective and get things on with it. I should not let personal grudges, individual perspections to hinder me from progressing. I… simply need to be street smart and perhaps look into a bigger picture. Seriously, maybe being a hypocrite or maybe just being forgetful will be the best solutions.

Ultimately, things are easily said than done.

Eat, hang out, MAHJONG!!

Do I have less to say or do I prefer to listen nowadays? Well, I have just meet up with the ‘gossip’ gang and I just dun have much to contribute.

Well, I still enjoy spending time with those 3 girls, June, Ginny and Baoling. Sharing about their lives after NUS, and OMG, I just realized everyone is switching to become teacher. Ginny had recently got the letter and was preparing to go to NIE or going for contract teaching soon. CS1 Math in JC and CS2 Math in sec. So good lar. I wish to have that too.

Anyway, we went to Ishi Mura, a Japanese Food Court at Paradiz Centre to have our dinner. The price was quite affordable, and food not bad as well. After that, we went to Rochor to eat our favourite tow huay. And, we were as usual, gossiping about our friends, though some of the people mentioned I din know. But the way these 3 gals were gossiping, the actions and the content were sometimes quite comical, and they were easily self-entertained. As a spectator myself, I couldn’t stop laughing. And, I was laughing at them. Lol.

I am looking forward for the next gathering. Especially with June and Ginny’s messages ended off with Mahjong!!  Yay!!

Just call Wei Ming, and I will be there.

You and I must make a pact
We must bring salvation back
Where there is love
I’ll be there
I’ll reach out my hand to you
I’ll have faith in all you do
Just call my name
And I’ll be there

I’ll be there to comfort you
Build my world of dreams around you
I’m so glad I found you yeah
I’ll be there with a love so strong
I’ll be your strength
You know I’ll keep holding on

Let me fill your heart with joy and laughter
Togetherness, well it’s all I’m after
Just call my name and
I’ll be there
I’ll be there to protect you
With an unselfish love that respects you
Just call my name
And I’ll be there

Chorus:
I’ll be there to comfort you
Build my world of dreams around you
You know I’m so glad that I found you
I’ll be there with a love so strong
I’ll be your strength
You know I’ll keep holding on

See, if you should ever find someone new
I know she better be good to you
‘Cause if she doesn’t then
I’ll be there

Don’t you know baby yeah yeah
I’ll be there
I’ll be there
Just call my name and
I’ll be there

I’ll be there, baby
You know I’ll be there
Just call my name and
I’ll be there
Just look over your shoulder
Just call my name and
I’ll be there

                                                                                            

Always be there.. Keyword: Call Wei Ming

Weather is fine & windy

Switching off the lights, having a cup of hot beverage, listening to songs (especially sentimental songs), and now here I am, with wind kept blushing my face. And the feeling is

SHIOK!!!
So relax lar!