2 more weeks

And its exams! This semester, as usual, is damn fast. Just a blink of an eye, one more semester and thats it.

Had been nua-ing over the past few weeks, did not know the reason, just felt the fatigue in me. Easily tired, kept sleeping, dozing off in lectures, feeling lethargic, yet when engaging in sports, I’m just like a ‘dragon’. Well, abit exaggerating!

Anyway,  A’Levels coming soon, hopefully all my 3 students can do well, especially Daryl. He was the student that I most worried off. Kept postponing tuitions, never do homework, asked similar questions over and over again, and also failed terribly in prelims. Still, even to the last minute, he wished to put in more effort in other subjects, and rejected my suggestion for intensive training. There is really nothing I can do for now. Jiu, all the best to him bah!

Jiu, everyone jiayou bah!

Ought To

Learn more IT skills. Almost going to get a nightmare after a virus attack! And it was from a fake one, a fake lethal virus that threatens to destroy my computer. Luckily, it was not serious and I managed to seek help from Jun Jie, and was really a good help.

Windows Enterprise Suite, another experience gained.

A huge relief!

Proportionality

Might not always hold. So what if you put in hard work and eventually obtained the same grades as some other slackers. In reality, hardwork does not necessary proportional to results.

To put in hardwork, at least guilt won’t be hounding me. And of course, no regrets!

If you think there is always tomorrow

Then you are absolutely stupid!!!

Thats one of the quotes from a JDrama I watched recently. Its called Proposal Daisakusen. It is just a normal JDrama, and it did not really have the catchy things that I hoped for a drama, like funny quotes, thrilling moments. It is really just an ordinary heartwarming love story, but it simply just made me continue watching it.

Thinking about the quote, it seems true but yet people take everything for granted. As for myself, I did not realize how much time I have wasted on the irrelevant things, until I lost many people, many things, and regrettful of the many actions that I have done. Taking a look back, how I wished I have the chance to change some of the wrong deeds that I have done in the past, just like what the male lead in the drama did. Too bad, I can’t.

Perhaps, I should cherish the present more.

Unique unique

If you are paranoid, being inferior of anything, be it money, career, etc… why not take a look in a different perspective?

Life is meant to be happy, and contentment is the easiest path leading to it. Keep it simple. =D

Run Run

I had a run yesterday, training for the 1st time for my upcoming 10km run. Result is not good, because I have not been running for the past one month, and I can feel that my stamina has dropped drastically. 1 hour for 10km, thats abit way too long I felt. I am such a slow runner now. Gotta train on Tuesday morning, and I guessed the only time that I can run before this saturday. Hope I will do well.

Just came back from gym, and an asumptuous dinner. Teochew Muai (porridge)… Argh… body aching

Tinker tinker

Not little stars, obviously. I have many questions now, and seriously none I can explain to myself.

People said I looked very stress, very emo. I don’t deny, but I am still myself… The unchanged tall, lanky, 1.87m  独一无二， 空前绝后，前不见古人，后不见来者的 me. Just that I am still in the midst of adjusting myself to the year 4 environment. Year 4, its really a different year I feel.

老了
累了
要睡了
不想了
3 consecutive tuitions await me tomorrow.

Greedy greedy

I can’t believe that I took up 2 new tuition assignments last week, and now I have 4 students, all taking A Levels in a month time! Somemore, the 2 new students requested for 2 times a week. Well, I can only blame myself for being greedy. Still, I hope I can provide them with the help that they need.

This coming tuesday, D.O midterm test, followed by my FYP 2nd presentation on Friday. Oh gosh, all the stressed hours just squeezed into one week, and now, I guess I have to work doubly hard for this week. Hopefully, nothing goes wrong.

The greedy algorithm don’t work for me.

All work but no play makes me a dull boy

I need to go back into some sporty action soon, after recent busy times over both family and academic matters.

Nike Run is also coming soon. Need to do some running also.

So, its a culture

I can’t stand it when my Mum kept throwing money to Singapore Pools. Seriously, what is she thinking when she is buying 4D? What I am mentioning is not about a 1 digit or 2 digits sum. 2 digits at one bet is quite a lot, and imagine she can fork out 3 digits to buy, and that was when her mother had just passed away. Ridiculous!

At the wake last night, everyone in the family was asking each other for 4D results during dinner hour. It was the last night for the wake, and what can be more important? To them, its 4D results. When the number 0083 appeared on the starter, some of them who missed out on this number, regretted for forgetting buying the number. And, apparently, that is my grandma’s age. Seriously, what are they thinking? Can they show some respect to the dead?

After my grandma’s death, I realized 2 things. In the 4D issue, its a culture running in the previous generations. In the human issue, I realised I dun understand human thoughts. At one point, I felt they all went overboard over this 4D thing, and on the other hand, when I saw them weep and grieve over my grandma’s death, its like the hatred in me towards their actions went off.