Ranting, Cursing & What the…

This is the 1st time that I felt so hopeless about myself over soccer. Yes, hopeless! I kept telling friends, ” Hey, chill chill. Its just a game, don’t let it affect you. ” But today, it ended up myself eating my own words. Seriously, to say it is really finitely many times easier than to do it, though I don’t know how many folds. Still, ‘disappointment’ is really the word I can described myself during and after the soccer match.

From the start to the end, heavy 1st touches, aimless shooting and errors kept happening to me. I was always wrong footed, always making wrong judgements and energy level was low all the time. My legs can already feel the pull and the sore even though I have only played for few minutes and did not commit any high risk tackles. Well, something was really abnormally wrong to me. I can’t stand it.

Disappointed, but still, not to the extend of getting pissed. After cooling down and clearing some thoughts, I told myself next time history shall not repeat itself. 

Watch out! I’ll be back soon with my best form.
(Tired, its time to sleep)

Bye Bye Newcastle

Today perhaps is the last day that I am gonna to watch your match, because I am not sure when you will be up. Seriously, all went wrong, even the lady luck went to the opposition team. I really can’t imagine.

But down to earth, frankly speaking, you guys still lack the passion to play, and your play is simply just whack the ball up and let the pacy striker to chase or to let the physical presence of bigger players to hold. What is the point? This type of style is simply trying to find luck as well, isn’t it? Now come on, pick up your feelings, and come back another time. I will wait for you still.

I promise, unless you go down to administration, I will still be the loyal fan of yours. But never give up, because this is not your spirit.

P.S I Love U

Impromtu 2

Today, I went to NTUC supermarket to buy apples, after realizing my house don’t have any more fruits left, and I felt I was a bit lacking of vitamin C. Anyway, digress a bit. A tip for all the people queuing up for the atm at Yishun MRT, which is always that pack. There is actually DBS atm at basement of NTUC, whereby there is always no one utilizing it. It would probably take you a shorter waiting time by taking a walk down and come up.

And I was doing a second round of my summer cleaning of my house, after my trip back from the NTUC. Vacuuming and mopping the house really made my house looks cleaner. And I can say I really like the refreshing feeling of the whole house.

Doing nothing now, and I actually found a website that can kill your boredness at home. Check this out: http://tvokay.com
The movies are quite clear. But a pity they do not have subtitles. If you don’t mind that, you can enjoy yourself for the whole day. But nah nah.. I am not promoting piracy, just that if you are down to last resort without any entertainment, maybe you can try this. =p

Going to kick some soccer later on. Hopefully I won’t skid and fall too much on the slippery pitch.
Shall end off here.

@.~

Weekend roundup

I went to expo for the adidas sales. Guessed what… The sales there, I can say is horrible. When I reached there, I saw quite alot of people queuing up to get in. I thought it will be quite a big sale and there should be lots of discounted items.  But once I went in, I was so disappointed. The items inside are so limited. Damn sad. Quite regretful for making my trip down there. 45 minutes bus 858 ride and 10 minutes MRT. Argh!… Go there to experience the human traffic only.

At night, wanted to watch soccer online. But the sopcast is down. I tried refreshing the channel for many times but the match just can’t be loaded. So sad. Nowadays, alot of internet streaming audios and videos are not working anymore. 1st, its internet radio. Then now, sopcast. Soon, there will be more. Maybe its telling me that I should start mugging now!

Today, I went to yckps to play soccer with Heng and Swee Yee. Seriously speaking, what is wrong with some people? As an observer, I always see the ugly side of many people, especially Ian. So what if he is rich? So what if the soccer pitch is under his charge? He can’t manipulate people and always bully those people that don’t voice out. So arrogant! Besides, there were people who kept giving sarcastic remarks, especially to people that they don’t know. I don’t know whether they talked about me, but that is not important. Important is that this is leisure soccer. What is there to get so intense and give people sarcastic remarks when people just made a simple mistake? As I can see, in that soccer match, no one is perfect at all. So, does it necessary to pinpoint everyone on their individual mistakes? The soccer match can actually be quite entertaining, but some of these incidents really spoil the whole mood. Hopefully, next time I went there to play, things will be changed.

Speaking about soccer, I wondered what will be the fate of Newcastle. It seems that Newcastle is on the verge of being relegated, and it was the 1st time that it happened since I supported it when I was in Primary 3 ( Hmm… about 14-15 years). Tough fixtures on the way, and I wondered how they are going to survive. Injuries hit, managerless, and now in the relegation zone. I hate to see that.

Another unbearable defeat

Seriously, I just can’t watch the ending. Right at the start, I had wanted to switch off the channel already. What are you doing? Totally outwitted, outbeaten, no fighting spirits at all.

I guessed I have been nice to watch up till 70+ minutes when you have trailed by 5-1. I am so disappointed! And I believed someone won’t be so cocky after back to back defeats.

Really dun understand why I still support Newcastle for so many years after all these.

Wake me up when November ends

My blog will not be having new posts till the end of november.
家有喜事，休假十日，敬请期待！
Lets treat this as a term break — for blogging.

Jealousy, oh that sucks..

I hate the feeling of being jealous, being envious of what people have and I don’t.

Some people are born smart; Some people are born in a rich and complete family: Some people they are just plain lucky.

Seriously, I can’t stand it. Should I care so much or not? It is my life, and isn’t my life interesting if no comparison with these people is used?

Today, my sis, her boyfriend and I were celebrating my mum’s birthday, and like every year, my mum will asked us to take her out for dinner and buy cake, when my sis and I, were supposed to do that without being reminded. Everytime she reminded us, it felt as though there seems to be some thoughtfulness lost in the process. Everytime I heard of friends having a very strong family bond, every little things that they did for their family, I always wondered when its gonna to fall on me.

backup backup

What a day! Anything that comes under my hand, basically…go faulty or die. My poor little laptop suffered the most. Kept shutting down.
Panic panic! My whole day was freaking panic! Don’t even have time to do tutorials and assignments. And now, though it looks it has been back to normal, thanks to Andy, my saviour of the day, I still felt that my laptop is “sick”. Seriously, I am really worried. Copying and backup my files now.

People just don’t get it!

When we wanted to inculcate this value to you, there is a meaning to it.

Being important figures, we need to be put everything in the interest for the whole picture, not just for yourself. Can you imagine without people stepping out, to make sacrifices, you yourself will not be getting the things that you want as well? What is wrong with you guys, to think that this value is a load of crap, and keeping this faith, is totally useless?

Looking this into a simpler example. Who does not wish for people to help him out when he is in trouble? And, sacrifices are made when help was rendered to you, remembered that he sacrificed his time, if not more, in helping you to settle your problems.

Do you really know what is the objective or not?
Your contribution is for who? Your resume? Or you really have a passion in it?

I still can’t explain

The coincidences that events happening at the same time.

Some things, they just happened together, an event right after another event. Are they dependent on each other? It might sound rather too math or stats, but sometimes its so strange that you can’t possibly say they are not related at all.

Commitment, changes in personal life, ambition/interest?

Where is the independent variable?
                                                                                                                      
Character! (Trying to be lame, in a sarcastic way!)